Mood:  chatty
I have recently begun to sorta get my voice back wich made me happy untill I went to work to tell them I could come back and left work with no job. To give them credit I was the one who chose to nolonger have a job but if it hadn't been today it wqould have been soon and not on my timing and not my choice probably so I just took the choice into my own hands. I had put in my two week notive a while back anyway not exactly two weeks ago but close enough. when I saw he didn't have me schedualed next week I took the oppportunity. I have been trying for a while now to find a new job so i can quit. Nathan and I have a fairly new car and I want it to last a while we can't afford a new car each year so what we have needs to last. I hate to admitt it but nathan was right when I started the job delivery driving is not a good long term job and it henders the job hunt more than helps it.
so here I am back in the game. trying to find a job.

silence kills
The title of this blog and this entry are chosen because of the fact that I am being forced to be silent. Have been for the past couple of days. Wednesday My family and I went to lake, and on thursday morning when i woke up my voice was going out. I could only squeak. My mom and Nathan (my better half) started calling me squeaky. Friday when I woke up I had no voice at all which for a while was better than being squeaky. now it is Sunday and silence is getting on my nerves. I could never live life as a mute when my voice comes back I am not going to shut up. I am going to talk untill the cows come home. I am a talkative person this haveing to write down everything I say and not saying much is driving me nuts. Hopefully is wont last much longer.